
My husband tries to help as much as he can, but it only goes so far. He can't feed Little Man because he's ill equipped. Getting him to change a diaper is like pulling teeth. He gets to sleep through the night. And he goes to work during the day. So I tell myself I'm justified if I get snippy with him. Don't get me wrong. He's very emotionally supportive, and he'll do anything I ask. The problem with that is nine times out of ten it's just easier to do it myself than to ask.
Sometimes I feel incredibly alone. And then I feel guilty and depressed because women raise kids without any support at all, and here I am whining because I'm tired and busy. So I try to keep my chin up and keep on keeping.
At least tomorrow night I will get some sleep. Anthony and I are going to spend the night out at my folks house so Mom can watch home while I sleep. I want to stagger nursing and bottle because I don't want him to backslide. And it means I don't have to have as much milk ahead of time.
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